Paula Mahoney

Waiting for dead dad No.1

2014

70 x 46 cm

Waiting for dead dad No.2

2014

Waiting for dead dad No.3

2014

Without a head No.1

2014

Without a head No.2

2014

Death rattle No.1

2014

Death rattle No.2

2014

Death rattle No.3

2014

Death rattle No.4

2014

Death rattle No.5

2014

Death rattle No.6

2014

In Dis/Appear I shot myself upright and on a chair made by my grandfather, with my body either leaning back or rigid on the chair, in front of my red curtain. The suit appears upright on a reversed figure, or reversed on a facing figure which is easily recognisable as me, because of my orange-red hair. In these images there is an ambiguity in the result created by the suit on backwards and the body falling. 

This is a performance of lament and mourning in the presence of death. It is a private/personal ritual of lamenting my father that points to the finality of death and the psychological state of the mourner.